Saturday, January 23, 2010

闭上眼睛,我选择聆听风的声音...


离开的时候,只听见沉默,除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉,别种觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对她好一点...

房里,一直回荡着这首歌《原点》
这里,有很多...我要说的话....
对她好一点...我们从前拥有的片段,只是属于你们的未来....

我问我朋友,如果,你爱上一个不爱你的人...你会如何?
她说:“我会尽全力吸引他,让他喜欢我..”...可是,他爱的是别人阿...
我选择放手,不是因为办不到....
是没有必要...离开....我只能微笑...

“你总喜欢对我笑,你的笑明明有毒药
我看见你发出了声,还丢掉了解药
也许你从没感觉到,最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你让我越来越无可救药...."

《爱你爱得无可救药》这是你对她的感情....

呵...冷笑,我也会....
所有人都决定离开我...
Alice,卓老师,Jean, 我爱的人....
剩我一个人...
走的时候,你们都叫我要勇敢,要坚强....
可是,那些都很难做到....

天堂,美吗?
到了那里,你还会记得我吗?
记得我的心跳声吗?
或许你忘了,可是,我还是思念着...
你的味道,你的声音,你的怀抱....
也许,你也没发觉到,我有多么的依恋...
多么的脆弱....
我害怕了....真的....
司仪...我不会当....还被老师骂....
如果,你在我身边,一定会擦干我的眼泪的...对吗?
现在,就只剩我一个了....
我累了,没地方可以依靠....
失眠,没有你的声音,哄我入睡....

原来,没有你,是那么的可怕....
我不喜欢说话却每天说最多的话,
我不喜欢笑却总笑个不停,
身边的每个人都说我的生活
好快乐,于是我也就认为自己真的快乐。
可是为什么我会在一大群朋友中突然地就沉默,
为什么在人群中看到个相似的背影就难过,
看见秋天树木疯狂地掉叶子我就
忘记了说话,
看见天色渐晚路上暖黄色的灯火就忘记了自己原来的方向....

我好舍不得你...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

my new year post....

well... actually i shall write this post at 01st January 2010,
and because Jacqueline is lazy, then this post is writen at 8th January 2010....
well, its such a good day, wasn't it?

ok...lets talk bout my passed holiday..
my holiday is at kk during 28 november till 28 december...
my grandpa had gv me a wallet tat he say is a hat....=="
then i put it on my head,,,err,,, is tat my head too big or the hat is too small?
well...my grandpa said:" i say it looks like a hat, but it doesnt use to wear!!"
okok...thankx gong gong~~ ^^
he likes me, i like him too ^^

when 25th december, its Xrismas!!
then we celebrate with bbq~~
my hotdog is...errhem...is...hangus...=="
ok...laugh at me~~
but my sateh looks nice ^^
i eat a lot of my mom's creation...
hoho~~ quite nice
after tat, i just go upstair and take my bath...
y not? bbq is so smookly and oily ...i must get a bath...
when i'm bathing, singing, playing in the bath room, the r singing xrismas song at dowstair...=="
my mom keep on blaming me for my apsent for the "concert"

then 27th December is my grandpa birthday...
and we hv invite a lot of his ex-worker to celebrate his party
my grandpa looks happy tat day...
he talk with his all frens...
and i'hv found tat, all was boys...=="
well...and the conclusion i made is, its doesnt hv any handsome guy there...=="

i'hv go shopping with jean too~~
at 1 borneo...
she's likes to buy those bra more i think =="
all bra she go taouch...and place it on her body
or picit them ==" wat the...

and this was my holiday...
then i gonna talk bout my status in opening school

mostly all of my teacher hv change!!
sejarah change to teacher Samlia....well...no comment for her...
math change into Sir Ahmad Yaya...
he's teaching us like class khas...=="
down sindrum...TT
he teach very slow...qiute boring...
keep on talkng kembang kembang... its nothing funny, k?
and our science teacher change to teacher Lau ... she's some scary...TT
erm...my malay teacher is teahcer suhaidi...if i doesnt forgot her name ...
she's quite small...^^
and art is teacher donno wat name...tat tall tall tat....
he said:" ur class really special, not same as other class. other class will make me sakit kerongkong, but ur class make me sakit pipi..."
tu lah!! laugh a lot...beligood
haha...
but all teacher change just english teacher and geografi teacher doesnt change TT
my English teacher...haiz...
Jacqueline, ur english paper 1 is weak u must get more exercise!!
haiz....TT