哇...
今天打针哦....恐怖到...本来没有酱怕的，被他们讲到都变怕了
我还差点哭了下来...真是羞死人....>.<
很痛哦....现在举手都会痛...那个nurse很粗鲁...很痛>.<
haiz.....后天比赛诗歌朗诵了....我都不想去....
我真是交友不慎，交友不慎....怎么每个都是虐待狂？但，为什么虐待的对象总是我啊？
讨厌....
看她酱可怜，又不好意思不帮她....朗罢了麻~~
haiz....很后悔答应了她...
现在又要背稿....cham lo....
华文学会，我真得很舍不得....
可是，我却又有退出理事会的必要...
我很累，当妈妈问我我顾得了这么多吗？
我回答不了...
我给她太多麻烦了....
要她载上载下的....妈妈很累....
况且，我在华文学会里....
并没有一定要存在的必要性....
华文学会还是会很好的....
他的主席，很可爱
副主席，很能干，我从来不怀疑他的能力...
秘书，我知何其中2个比较熟....
都很老实可靠，很可爱，都很瘦小的两个人....
至于第3个，是pbsm的主席，也一定很能干吧！
财政更不用说，爱馨办事能力是最棒的！
其他理事，也都很积极....
所以，我对他们很有信心，他们一定可以的！
我不得不离开这， 我有恨又爱的学会....
他让我累，但却让我体会到，学习到付出....
和他们一起奋斗的时光，我是不会忘记的！！
加油吧！！
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
无题4
想念过往的掌纹...
想念以往看我的眼神...
想念以前用来哄我开心的伎俩...
过往的你，我一直都很想念
也许，就只有这样的傻瓜，才会如此念念不忘...
也许，只有这样的傻瓜才会记得你的生日，在你离开后，还傻傻得准备你的生日礼物...
可是，这个傻瓜，真的真的很想念你....
想念以往看我的眼神...
想念以前用来哄我开心的伎俩...
过往的你，我一直都很想念
也许，就只有这样的傻瓜，才会如此念念不忘...
也许，只有这样的傻瓜才会记得你的生日，在你离开后，还傻傻得准备你的生日礼物...
可是，这个傻瓜，真的真的很想念你....
Saturday, January 23, 2010
闭上眼睛，我选择聆听风的声音...
离开的时候，只听见沉默，除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉，别种觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对她好一点...
房里，一直回荡着这首歌《原点》
这里，有很多...我要说的话....
对她好一点...我们从前拥有的片段，只是属于你们的未来....
我问我朋友，如果，你爱上一个不爱你的人...你会如何？
她说：“我会尽全力吸引他，让他喜欢我..”...可是，他爱的是别人阿...
我选择放手，不是因为办不到....
是没有必要...离开....我只能微笑...
“你总喜欢对我笑，你的笑明明有毒药
我看见你发出了声，还丢掉了解药
也许你从没感觉到，最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你让我越来越无可救药...."
《爱你爱得无可救药》这是你对她的感情....
呵...冷笑，我也会....
所有人都决定离开我...
Alice,卓老师，Jean, 我爱的人....
剩我一个人...
走的时候，你们都叫我要勇敢，要坚强....
可是，那些都很难做到....
天堂，美吗？
到了那里，你还会记得我吗？
记得我的心跳声吗？
或许你忘了，可是，我还是思念着...
你的味道，你的声音，你的怀抱....
也许，你也没发觉到，我有多么的依恋...
多么的脆弱....
我害怕了....真的....
司仪...我不会当....还被老师骂....
如果，你在我身边，一定会擦干我的眼泪的...对吗？
现在，就只剩我一个了....
我累了，没地方可以依靠....
失眠，没有你的声音，哄我入睡....
原来，没有你，是那么的可怕....
我不喜欢说话却每天说最多的话，
我不喜欢笑却总笑个不停，
身边的每个人都说我的生活 好快乐，于是我也就认为自己真的快乐。
可是为什么我会在一大群朋友中突然地就沉默，
为什么在人群中看到个相似的背影就难过，
看见秋天树木疯狂地掉叶子我就 忘记了说话，
看见天色渐晚路上暖黄色的灯火就忘记了自己原来的方向....
我好舍不得你...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
my new year post....
well... actually i shall write this post at 01st January 2010,
and because Jacqueline is lazy, then this post is writen at 8th January 2010....
well, its such a good day, wasn't it?
ok...lets talk bout my passed holiday..
my holiday is at kk during 28 november till 28 december...
my grandpa had gv me a wallet tat he say is a hat....=="
then i put it on my head,,,err,,, is tat my head too big or the hat is too small?
well...my grandpa said:" i say it looks like a hat, but it doesnt use to wear!!"
okok...thankx gong gong~~ ^^
he likes me, i like him too ^^
when 25th december, its Xrismas!!
then we celebrate with bbq~~
my hotdog is...errhem...is...hangus...=="
ok...laugh at me~~
but my sateh looks nice ^^
i eat a lot of my mom's creation...
hoho~~ quite nice
after tat, i just go upstair and take my bath...
y not? bbq is so smookly and oily ...i must get a bath...
when i'm bathing, singing, playing in the bath room, the r singing xrismas song at dowstair...=="
my mom keep on blaming me for my apsent for the "concert"
then 27th December is my grandpa birthday...
and we hv invite a lot of his ex-worker to celebrate his party
my grandpa looks happy tat day...
he talk with his all frens...
and i'hv found tat, all was boys...=="
well...and the conclusion i made is, its doesnt hv any handsome guy there...=="
i'hv go shopping with jean too~~
at 1 borneo...
she's likes to buy those bra more i think =="
all bra she go taouch...and place it on her body
or picit them ==" wat the...
and this was my holiday...
then i gonna talk bout my status in opening school
mostly all of my teacher hv change!!
sejarah change to teacher Samlia....well...no comment for her...
math change into Sir Ahmad Yaya...
he's teaching us like class khas...=="
down sindrum...TT
he teach very slow...qiute boring...
keep on talkng kembang kembang... its nothing funny, k?
and our science teacher change to teacher Lau ... she's some scary...TT
erm...my malay teacher is teahcer suhaidi...if i doesnt forgot her name ...
she's quite small...^^
and art is teacher donno wat name...tat tall tall tat....
he said:" ur class really special, not same as other class. other class will make me sakit kerongkong, but ur class make me sakit pipi..."
tu lah!! laugh a lot...beligood
haha...
but all teacher change just english teacher and geografi teacher doesnt change TT
my English teacher...haiz...
Jacqueline, ur english paper 1 is weak u must get more exercise!!
haiz....TT
and because Jacqueline is lazy, then this post is writen at 8th January 2010....
well, its such a good day, wasn't it?
ok...lets talk bout my passed holiday..
my holiday is at kk during 28 november till 28 december...
my grandpa had gv me a wallet tat he say is a hat....=="
then i put it on my head,,,err,,, is tat my head too big or the hat is too small?
well...my grandpa said:" i say it looks like a hat, but it doesnt use to wear!!"
okok...thankx gong gong~~ ^^
he likes me, i like him too ^^
when 25th december, its Xrismas!!
then we celebrate with bbq~~
my hotdog is...errhem...is...hangus...=="
ok...laugh at me~~
but my sateh looks nice ^^
i eat a lot of my mom's creation...
hoho~~ quite nice
after tat, i just go upstair and take my bath...
y not? bbq is so smookly and oily ...i must get a bath...
when i'm bathing, singing, playing in the bath room, the r singing xrismas song at dowstair...=="
my mom keep on blaming me for my apsent for the "concert"
then 27th December is my grandpa birthday...
and we hv invite a lot of his ex-worker to celebrate his party
my grandpa looks happy tat day...
he talk with his all frens...
and i'hv found tat, all was boys...=="
well...and the conclusion i made is, its doesnt hv any handsome guy there...=="
i'hv go shopping with jean too~~
at 1 borneo...
she's likes to buy those bra more i think =="
all bra she go taouch...and place it on her body
or picit them ==" wat the...
and this was my holiday...
then i gonna talk bout my status in opening school
mostly all of my teacher hv change!!
sejarah change to teacher Samlia....well...no comment for her...
math change into Sir Ahmad Yaya...
he's teaching us like class khas...=="
down sindrum...TT
he teach very slow...qiute boring...
keep on talkng kembang kembang... its nothing funny, k?
and our science teacher change to teacher Lau ... she's some scary...TT
erm...my malay teacher is teahcer suhaidi...if i doesnt forgot her name ...
she's quite small...^^
and art is teacher donno wat name...tat tall tall tat....
he said:" ur class really special, not same as other class. other class will make me sakit kerongkong, but ur class make me sakit pipi..."
tu lah!! laugh a lot...beligood
haha...
but all teacher change just english teacher and geografi teacher doesnt change TT
my English teacher...haiz...
Jacqueline, ur english paper 1 is weak u must get more exercise!!
haiz....TT
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
its gonna to be change...
well well... i doent think tat time is as the life brief candle...
pass slowly? no way!
its just looks like opening school yesterday, but its already holiday now...
but the important thing is the XRISMAS IS COMING SOON!!
what the... its too fast...
i just go for decorate the xrismas tree, all for the xrimas day in church today...
the tree tat i made with auntie hv been placed at the front door!! hehe....
the tree had tied a lot of ribbon, and hv some expensive jingle-bell~~
but its take a lot of time to complete it...
me and auntie start making the tree, and decorate the tree at 9.30a.m ,but we complete it at 3.29p.m.
but, i've back to my 舅婆's house at 11.45 for taking my lunch...but those auntie and others still making the tree....sorry auntie, i'm getting rest, hehe...
whatever, I LIKE XRISMAS!!
but last year i doesnt here when xrismas...
and this year will be the same....damn==
but, i still like xrismas^^
this few time, Alice hv teach me to play the keyboard...
but my keyboard the second day i buy alr rosak!!the sound so bad...worst....
so i'hv go to the church practice, continue our lesson...
but finally....i found tat myself...my finger......is too SHORT!!
WHAT!!! mama!! how come my finger so short?
oh lord, can u make my finger longer? so i can play the piano well,can? please.....@@
these was my holiday, is it colourful? erm...i think yes^^ because I LIKE XRISMAS
the time is pass day by day, the day i leave is near and near....
pass slowly? no way!
its just looks like opening school yesterday, but its already holiday now...
but the important thing is the XRISMAS IS COMING SOON!!
what the... its too fast...
i just go for decorate the xrismas tree, all for the xrimas day in church today...
the tree tat i made with auntie hv been placed at the front door!! hehe....
the tree had tied a lot of ribbon, and hv some expensive jingle-bell~~
but its take a lot of time to complete it...
me and auntie start making the tree, and decorate the tree at 9.30a.m ,but we complete it at 3.29p.m.
but, i've back to my 舅婆's house at 11.45 for taking my lunch...but those auntie and others still making the tree....sorry auntie, i'm getting rest, hehe...
whatever, I LIKE XRISMAS!!
but last year i doesnt here when xrismas...
and this year will be the same....damn==
but, i still like xrismas^^
this few time, Alice hv teach me to play the keyboard...
but my keyboard the second day i buy alr rosak!!the sound so bad...worst....
so i'hv go to the church practice, continue our lesson...
but finally....i found tat myself...my finger......is too SHORT!!
WHAT!!! mama!! how come my finger so short?
oh lord, can u make my finger longer? so i can play the piano well,can? please.....@@
these was my holiday, is it colourful? erm...i think yes^^ because I LIKE XRISMAS
the time is pass day by day, the day i leave is near and near....
Sunday, November 1, 2009
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我...好像笨蛋...
什么事都做不好似的
问我，我为什么存在？
....我不知道
我，既不漂亮，不聪明，画画得不好，歌唱得不好，演讲...也都不在我手中了....
我，就只能，就只能走妈妈选定的路
要上大学，要文凭....要一切的一切....
是 我想要的吗？
我...不知道
舞台，是一个我从来不敢奢望的梦...
但偏偏，却让我有机会站在上面
让我迷恋，让我无法轻易忘记
可是，上天又在一次和我开玩笑
因为舞台，遭到朋友的背叛
赫...可笑...不管我多么努力
最可笑的不是尼达不到梦想，而是梦想就在你身边，而你无论怎么抓也抓不住....
哈...我不允许在台上，有任何的过失..
演讲，我不允许忘稿，不允许舌头打结
唱歌，不允许音调不稳，不允许走音
可是....这是否太难完成了呢？
为什么，我就是那样？
我不漂亮...
都有人那么说，可是就算别人难看
也不会那样说出口吧？
而我，却要忍受他们对我的批评....
我难看....我不怪你
我好像，一点存在的理由都没有也...
呵呵....我没资格再谈我的未来，我的梦想了
这一切，离我都太远了
紫薇，会到新加坡念书，会和他姐姐一样出色吧！
jean, 想当医生
罗以惠，想当歌星，明星
他们，都在为自己的理想，梦想前进着
而我....
已经没有了....
Jacqueline....抱歉，我做不了和你以前那样
我恢复不了习扬说的自信的笑容...
恢复不了，启贤得开心果
一切的一切，都回不来了
我已经不存在了
以前的我，已消失得无影无终了
很抱歉....让你们失望了
对不起...
什么事都做不好似的
问我，我为什么存在？
....我不知道
我，既不漂亮，不聪明，画画得不好，歌唱得不好，演讲...也都不在我手中了....
我，就只能，就只能走妈妈选定的路
要上大学，要文凭....要一切的一切....
是 我想要的吗？
我...不知道
舞台，是一个我从来不敢奢望的梦...
但偏偏，却让我有机会站在上面
让我迷恋，让我无法轻易忘记
可是，上天又在一次和我开玩笑
因为舞台，遭到朋友的背叛
赫...可笑...不管我多么努力
最可笑的不是尼达不到梦想，而是梦想就在你身边，而你无论怎么抓也抓不住....
哈...我不允许在台上，有任何的过失..
演讲，我不允许忘稿，不允许舌头打结
唱歌，不允许音调不稳，不允许走音
可是....这是否太难完成了呢？
为什么，我就是那样？
我不漂亮...
都有人那么说，可是就算别人难看
也不会那样说出口吧？
而我，却要忍受他们对我的批评....
我难看....我不怪你
我好像，一点存在的理由都没有也...
呵呵....我没资格再谈我的未来，我的梦想了
这一切，离我都太远了
紫薇，会到新加坡念书，会和他姐姐一样出色吧！
jean, 想当医生
罗以惠，想当歌星，明星
他们，都在为自己的理想，梦想前进着
而我....
已经没有了....
Jacqueline....抱歉，我做不了和你以前那样
我恢复不了习扬说的自信的笑容...
恢复不了，启贤得开心果
一切的一切，都回不来了
我已经不存在了
以前的我，已消失得无影无终了
很抱歉....让你们失望了
对不起...
Thursday, October 8, 2009
你的回忆不是我的
我的回忆不是我的歌词 海鸣威 - 我的回忆不是我的 (粤语)
伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去 将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐心
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界
于最光的刹那感动
属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
海鸣威 - 我的回忆不是我的 (粤语)
music...
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界
当理想的刹那
因爱 无分你的我的
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
*好好听~^^但女音方面似乎高得有点离谱....
伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去 将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐心
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界
于最光的刹那感动
属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
海鸣威 - 我的回忆不是我的 (粤语)
music...
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界
当理想的刹那
因爱 无分你的我的
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
*好好听~^^但女音方面似乎高得有点离谱....
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