enjoyless holiday..

haiz...wat holiday...
when holiday i wan to think about the dramatic composition!!
oh man!! how come my holiday, JACQUELINE' s holiday like this... how come?
so lame...
those form 2 students...ask until beg also dont wan to take pert in it..
make me been throw into the competition.. so bad...
and make me write the scenario again..
haiz...some scare if they dont accept my scenario...how?

haiz...i really don wan to act la...
haiz...
don wan woh, teacher...
pls...
dont scold me if i doesnt done it as well as u wanted...
sorry teacher...
i really really doesnt noe about this type of thing...

oh man....my brain is gonna bom...
haiz...others always ask:'hey! how ur scenario? is it finnish? y doesnt u finnish it? its alr no time left!'

My god...help me pls..

the first friend i met at the camp~~

^^ the friend that i hv met at sandakan camp...
from kk, call 黄宇璇
we're in the same room, hehe^^
eventhore our relationship was short...
but i noe tat we kept in the heart is enough...

find a nice song^^

降落伞

我闭上眼睛 倒数五四三二一
纵身的跃进
浩瀚的未知 双脚悬着的畏惧也没关系

我吸一口气 展开双臂稳定自己
下定了决心
爱情很美丽 我在远距离欣赏这幅风景

明知道将安全的着陆目的
却在我摇晃中我心神不宁

没有你我丧失信心 垂直掉下去

我的爱就像是降落伞
只能义无反顾的飞翔
想念是狂风无法抵挡
束手无策的飘荡

我的爱就像是降落伞
勇敢的我在空中 绽放
请给我力量 空降你的身旁
爱从天而降 守住这个地方

when i was lost...

are the love really forever?
wel... i really so defficult to belive , sometimes..
sometimes, when my fren met a mistake, they'll quickly find me or call me...
tats make me happy too...
but...
when i'm happing mistake...
i donno who i should called and find...
so bad...TT
when they say freind forever!! i really really happy while hearing..
but when they hurt me, lie me, i really really cant belive anymore...

why?
bcz my heart was broken...
i really donno wat the friendship are...
why i cant hv a true freindship?
why when i belive someone else but will getting hurt again?
why i can help them but when i need help, i donno who should i find?
tell me why!!
why should my life suppose to be like tat?
oh god...are u hear me?
if u hear me, pls gv some respond to me, pls...
how many times i cry myself in a closely night...
i really scare...
who will gv me a hug when i was hurt..
who will gv me a tissu when i was cry..
who will care for me when i was scare and lose...